I do not like to lose control ...
I do not like not being in control of situations, know what I do, when, how.
even less I like not having control of my life, but this time I feel as though something always escaped me, as if doing something I do not want to do, and it is not me.
The problem is that I know exactly what I should do, but can not find the strength. Then I find silly excuses, like the time or the opportunity to type ...
I know exactly where the problem lies, but they are not able to implement a solution and this makes me sick. I do not like to abandon the idea that I myself, being a rational person can overcome these moments with his forces. I'm not ready to change their perspective on myself, and the effort is too big, too hard ...
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